I had a CT scan on June 4. I see my pain management doctor tomorrow morning to go over it. I read the report in my patient portal. I am not going to say anything until after I see my doctor.
We had Ashleigh's graduation/birthday party on June 5. It was a crazy week up to her party. I overdid it. I could barely move the night before her party (the evening of her birthday). It hurt to stand, sit, lay, etc. I had to have a friend over to help me bake the gluten-free cake & clean a little. I knew if I did those on my own that I would not be in any shape for the day of the party. I barely made it through her party. Shawn had to drive Noah's girlfriend, Sandy & Charlie, & Ash's 1 friend. I could not do it. The next day I was stuck in bed.
In Part 2, I said "Time will heal. Right?", which was posted on April 18th. 58 days ago? I am not any better. I do not think I will get better. I think this is as good as I will get. The car accident was 111 days ago? How much time will heal? I just want to be able to cook dinner without having to seat down several times. I want to go out shopping without pain. I am still angry with the driver, who caused the accident. I know that I need to let that anger go, but I can't yet.
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