6 months today, I was in that car accident.
6 months today, our Jeep was totaled.
6 months today, everything changed.
My anger level has gone down since that day. I am still mad at the driver, but it is not like it was. I still can't forgive him. My pain level is still high. This has changed everything I do. If I do too much in a few days in a row, I am done for days. Not like before the accident. I could rest and then be able to do something. Now resting takes longer to work. I am still panicky in the car.
On Sunday, August 15, Ethan & I went to go see Free Guy. I was feeling okay when we went. The next day I was not feeling the best. Pain increased so much. Since August 16, the pain level is high. I can barely do anything. I have been pushing myself to move. I have told Ethan that I could not take him to meet up with his friends. I want to do things. Not be stuck still. Within a month, Noah should have his license. This will help me a lot. I won't have to take him anywhere, but I think my anxiety will be on the high side with him driving.
Since the kids are going back to school soon, I plan to get Walmart + back so groceries can be delivered to the door. It is a lot easier for me to use this service. I will be able to stay home while the kids are at school. Ethan is going to the one high school so I won't have to take him to and from school as I have in the last 3 years. I am looking forward to being here.
Melissa
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